is this real?

I'm closing up shop for the night now...just finished the last homework assignment for this class...I'm heading for a week off of school and I'm so happy for it!  I've been working my tail off for weeks now and I'm just glad to have a week to breathe.  I can't believe that my next class is the last junior class I have to take...is this really happening?  Am I really staring down a college graduation?  I never thought the day would come that I would actually accomplish this...I'm terrified of failing, but even more...I'm terrified of quitting.  I've never been very good at finishing things, I always find a reason to quit, I say its to hard or that something else has priority...but not this time...I'm going to graduate...I'm going to be, a college graduate.  I'll finish this, I promise myself that.  I have to show everyone, myself included, that I can finish something...There have been so many people that have been with me through this, so many people who have picked me up when I've fallen and who've told me that they believe in me....who have believed in me even when I didn't believe in myself...this is for them, to show them that they were right about me...I can do more than what I thought, and I'm not going to quit...but I AM going to sleep now.  Good night blogger.