the joys of parenting...yea right.

I have an appointment for Brigid on Tuesday and I have to decide what to do with her. I really do believe that something is wrong with her...and I just don't know how to help her! I gave her a bath today, and I wanted to spend some mommy & daughter time with her...I went to dry her hair and she just would NOT stop messing with everything! She pulled her clips out, she played with my toothbrush, she was combing her hair the opposite way that I was trying to brush it...I just feel like she and I are constantly at odds and I don't know what to do. Sometimes I wonder if she would even notice if I left...she really seems like she doesn't care about anyone or anything, and I just don't know how to make her care about me. I guess you can't really MAKE someone care about you...even your own children. She used to be my sweet little girl...and ever since we moved into this house, she has just been less and less sweet as the days go by. I love her so much and yet when I look in her eyes...they just seem so cold & empty.